February 2012
1 post
Drawing I
My drawing class has been wonderful. I’ve learned how to see with my eyes. Not through things, like I usually do. What an experience. I can pin point placements and find the correct proportion for an image now. Just superb!
January 2012
4 posts
I’ve come to terms with being alone. It’s a fair gain, loneliness. Enjoying and appreciating the company of ones self. I can’t grasp onto the sense of lowliness estranged people suggest. In it’s place- I feel comfort and readiness. Readiness to be and to enact myself. Besides, I can discern music, fondle the gaudy jewelry upon my drawer and what more than to relish in the...
Sooooo, drunkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
I;m just typing properly cause I know exactly where the keys lie under my fingers. I know what I”m typing wrong, but Idc. I’m so dizzy and I keep looking at my boyfriend and looking cross-eyed at everything. I’m staying over my guy bestfriend’s house and I’m so out of it & I’ve got beats on. I’ve forgotten my toothbrush, which I’m really sad...
December 2011
6 posts
1 tag
“We couldn’t imagine the emptiness of a creature who put a razor to her wrists...”
– The Virgin Suicides (via gothics)
Finally, finals are over and I can exhale.
November 2011
24 posts
Juvenile and churlish comments, but I don't...
Uggggghhhhhgggggghhhhhhh sooo depressedddd. i’m so fatt i don’t think i’m going to amount to anything in the whole world! i’m so tired of studying matter of fact i didn’t even start!! i’m so sick of school and i just want to have my own time to do whatever i wanttt
going from hs to an advanced nursing program is such a transition that is tooo drastic for me not...
I've realized that once your eyebrows are tamed...
I am going to visit my house in FL for Christmas....
When you wrap yourself in a blanket the warmth is never immediate. In fact, sometimes it makes you colder than you were, but you sit there knowing that if you stay in one spot your body will eventually generate enough heat and it’ll be trapped inside that blanket and make you warm. That’s what I imagine being a cat is like, it’s like always having a blanket.
From Now On by The Features
“Perhaps the most tragic thing about mankind is that we are all dreaming about...”
– Andrew Carnegie (via funeral)
Cold by Aqualung & Lucy Schwartz
Book Dumbledore: Harry, did you put your name in the Goblet of Fire?
Movie Dumbledore: HARRY POTTER DID YOU PUT YOUR FUCKING NAME INTO THE FUCKING GOBLET OF FUCKING FIRE FROM HELL? DID YOU? HUH?
October 2011
6 posts
1 tag
Today is the first day in the span of a little more than a year that I’ve decided to stay home. The only reason for this is because I am very ill. I fully intended to go to the library to study, but this cold is pummeling me. It is really hard to breathe through either orifice. I feel as though my middle throat has been pounded and semen has dried on either side of the walls, encasing...
August 2011
1 post
It's funny. I've only started using Latisse...
July 2011
33 posts
Dreamt that my boyfriend had left me for good. I felt that there was such an extreme void. A real palpable emptiness. I had lost him on every plane that a person could possibly lose someone. I felt as though we had severed ties, he left to dwell in another state and then he passed. I didn’t know it, I just felt it. I remember looking for him. I was on my bike, pedaling while standing....
themusiclibrary:
Zebra - Beach House
I really want the comfort of my boyfriend's arms...
“Don’t take anything personally. Nothing other people do is because of you. It is...”
– Don Miguel Ruiz (via funeral)